Secret Fires of Forbidden Love

Four hours later, well past midnight, in a dimly lit jazz lounge, after hours of staring at him, craving him, aching to feel him, and seeing he wasn’t making a move, I leaned in and whispered, “Can I kiss you?” And we didn’t stop — lips locked, hands wandering — until we stumbled into my hotel room two hours later, my body humming, my panties soaked, my heart racing. I’d already traced the hard line of him through his chinos, his fingers had grazed the bare skin above my stockings, my lips had found the hollow of his throat, and I was ready, trembling, as he stood before me, thick and perfect.

The door clicked shut, and I was on my knees in an instant, tugging down his pants, no hesitation, no preamble. I took him into my mouth, savoring the weight of him, the smooth, warm skin against my tongue. My lips slid over him, slow at first, then hungry, tasting every inch as I worked him deeper, my hands gripping his hips. Julian groaned, a low, ragged sound that sent a jolt through me, and I moved faster, swirling my tongue, teasing the sensitive tip before taking him fully again. I peeled off his shoes, socks, pants, never breaking my rhythm, my fingers digging into his firm, sculpted ass. I kissed the soft skin of his inner thighs, grazed his balls with my lips, then returned to him, relentless, until he pulled me up with a growl.

He lifted me like I weighed nothing, carried me to the bed, and stripped me with urgent hands — my dress yanked over my head, my bra discarded, my lace panties ripped aside. He paused, eyes dark with want, and then he was on me, his mouth claiming mine as he nudged my thighs apart. He entered me slowly, inch by agonizing inch, stretching me, filling me until I gasped, my nails raking his back. He paused, letting me adjust, then thrust deep, each movement deliberate, building a rhythm that had me arching beneath him. My legs wrapped around his waist, pulling him closer, and he drove harder, faster, his breath hot against my neck as I moaned, lost in the heat of him, the pressure, the way he hit every spot that made me unravel. Our bodies slick with sweat, we moved together, chasing release, until it crashed over us both — my vision blurring, my body shuddering as he groaned, spilling into me, our climaxes colliding in a perfect, trembling moment.

But he wasn’t done. Still hard, still pulsing, he looked at me with a hunger that made my core clench. I pushed him onto his back, straddling him, and took him in my hand, stroking slowly before guiding him back inside me. I rode him, hips rolling, feeling every inch of him as I set the pace, my hands braced on his chest, his fingers digging into my thighs. I leaned down, kissing him deeply, my breasts brushing his skin as I moved faster, chasing another peak. He gripped my hips, thrusting up to meet me, and I came again, harder this time, a cry escaping me as waves of pleasure tore through me. He followed moments later, his hands tightening, his body tensing as he let go, filling me again.

That night stretched on, a blur of tangled limbs and whispered desires, and it marked the start of four months of love, pure and consuming: yes, I loved Julian, love him still, as fiercely as I love my husband. Yes, it can be both.

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