The Unseen Attraction Part 1Bisexual Story 

Just as I was about to react, I quickly pulled my hand out of his shorts and said I had to go. He said, “See you tomorrow, boy,” with a confident tone, as if I would definitely come back.

I grabbed my bike and left quickly, my heart still racing. When I got home, I found that I had an erection, and it wouldn’t go away. I went to bed, but all I could see when I closed my eyes was Marc’s body in those black compression shorts. The only thing I could do was masturbate, and I came so much that I had to use a couple of socks to clean everything up.

The next day, I didn’t go to work. It was Sunday, and my uncle was going out to a restaurant and invited me to join him, but I preferred to stay home. All day, I thought about what had happened. A part of me felt guilty – why had I gotten excited by a man like that? Why didn’t I leave his house? Was I gay? I spent the whole morning questioning my life based on that moment.

I knew I had to talk to someone about it, so I called my therapist. I told her everything that had happened, and she listened carefully. She said she was glad I trusted her enough to share this with her. She told me it was okay to have feelings and that it didn’t make me gay or bisexual just because I had an attraction to a man in that moment. She said it was important to explore my feelings and not to judge myself.

After talking to her, I felt much better. I realized that I was still straight, but I had had an experience that had made me question my sexuality. I decided to take some time to think about it and not to rush into any conclusions.

In the end, I never went back to Marc’s house, but I never forgot about that day. It was a confusing and intense experience, but it also helped me understand myself better and accept my feelings. I’m still straight, but I’m more open to the idea that attraction can happen between people of the same sex, and it doesn’t make me any less of a man.